the pregnancy byatch is back

...i've been fighting the Inner bitchiness that comes with being preggers, but apparently without success (Ask the hubby).

I've curesed out three clients (in a friendly, "where is my money" type of way).

I'm excommunicating myself from my parents and brother cause they will drive me crazy and induce me into pre-term labor if I mess around with them. I am officially convinced as my sister has always insisted that THEY ARE ALL CRAZY!

Yesterday, I was talking to my sister, complaining about something and ranting and she goes,

"oh Lord, the Pregnancy Bitchiness IS BACK!" hahahaha!

I think I need to pray some more, I've fallen off the wagon and I think I may need to talk to God more or make my way to church at least 3 times a week.

AND I think , find a friend who is practicing to be a masseuse and offer my services as a test dummy! I'm so tense these days with all the unknowns in my life and now the bitchy-symptoms are kicking into overdrive!

*sigh*